Thank you. You are right. I'm going to let this go.
Her leaving me has been part of the anxiety I've been feeling lately. But there is nothing I can do about it.
I had lost another sister to cancer recently. We hadn't talked since I was disfellowshipped. My other brother and sister don't have a relationship either. I miss them. Being disfellowshipped is totally dehumanizing. I am just afraid of losing another sibling. It made me desperate as I think how close it is before I lose her too.